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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

A Song for Tampa

UPDATE: Sometimes I forget to preface my thoughts. When Tampa was poking around for a 'slogan' that fit this what's-left-of-Tampa-burg, this is the first thing that came to my mind. tampa-gettin-away-with-murder.

For me -- from the first time I heard this song it reminded me of Tampa. I might have heard it for the first time navigating Downtown what's-left-of-Tampa. LOL. Irony on Ashley. In fact, it reminds me of about ONE person in what's-left-of-Tampa, the most. THEN, I finally watch this on youtube because they've struck my fancy with another song that yeah, I'll probably blog.
So, check out the tickers behind the band. LOL !!!
And, fellow Tampan,(and club-members further up the map) you ARE irrational. And, yknow what? You are not getting away with it, either. Comes the piper to every man, woman and beast. It's coming.

Here's a song for you, meantime. My regards: (I wrote you a poem, too. Did you read it on my laptop? I'm not terribly impressed though my memory keeps saying you have nice arms. I'm wondering if it's steroids or hard work. Come on over and show me, eh??)



BUT, this is the song I really wanted to listen to for a bit today ... people --- they get so wrapped up in love and trying to hold it, parcel it, deny it --- cage it. This song isn't even about love, but all the comments after the lyrics were (to me) kinda stunning. What people do to others in the name of love. Most people have love confused with lust. I'd say they're equally important but blending them is like the ultimate experience.

I'm a big one for PURE love. What's between family members. You wanna kill them but the love won't let you.

I might have blogged this tune before. I think I might be in love with this guy. I guess he's safe though because I never make the first move. LOL !! And, if I DO -- it's ALWAYS a disaster. Or IS it?? LOL !! Maybe I'll let him be my friend on my space. All ya gotta do is ask. LOL. Don't forget --- I opened the myspace page to piss rupert off. Rupert wants me. For god's sake -- take a number and get in line. The line is super long now. Ya shoulda jumped in sooner, rupe.



Somehow I ended up with this larger version of what love is ...

It's FOR FREE, motherfuckers. Give it up.

Stop holding out on other people and take and give what you need and what they need.
It's sad watching you.

Love everyone. Most people really are doing the best they can.
May not seem like much but ---- they are.

Oh, and I'll tell how I came up with that larger version of what love IS: I've died before and come back. Got dropped off. Something. Near Death Experience. That shocks most people. I didn't even realize it's what happened myself til some time later. I was high from it for DAYS, it was all I could talk about. I just sat around everywhere staring in to space and if someone spoke to me it was --- huh?? Then I would ask them if they had ever had that happen. My boyfriend at the time had which engendered some cool stuff.

People talked about this stuff and my eyes rolled before. But, I've had three to five experience in life which actually MEAN something and to me, the rest is stuffings. Everything I am and need stems from those I love (despite the fact that many of them are gone) and from these experiences.

I don't know when/if I'll ever talk about the NDE thing. It's extremely private stuff for me.

To this day, I won't sleep alone. It's very exhausting to constantly have this stuff go on --- because once that happens your psyche' or whatever keeps those things 'at bay' . .. is more open.

At the current boyfriend's house when I sleep I have these extremely telling dreams. At home there is a warm person who keeps one hand on me while I sleep.

I'm about ready to go back in to my own room, though because I'm ready (after about four years) to see what will happen next.

Finally, whatever's out there found a door in again. But it didn't happen in all this time until I started sleeping at the boyfriend's sometimes. At first it was his dad (who had recently died) and then his Mom and his Aunt. None of these people I've EVER met. I've never ever seen a family photo. I can describe them and the ex-boyfriends' deceased family members to a T.

Here's the cool thing: After his family tried to say hello, he got really angry with me like I had made it up. Yeah. A person COULDN"T make this stuff up. I think he's better about it now but haven't asked as things moved past that.
After that a person came in the dead of night and I was having a very active dream and across about a million miles he shouted a name .... and then again --- the same name.
So, I'm not sure how this would make YOU feel but here's the deal:

I've never EVER heard that name before. Ever. On a whim I looked it up in the Hillsborough County Property Records.

You got it. People don't come across time and space and energy differences to shout out a name for nothing.

I heard you.

I just don't know what to do.

But, it's pretty fucking cool to be me. For awhile I wanted to sleep ALL the time so I could see what would happen. Anything. I expected anything. As long as someone would be there.
Because the other thing was frightening. You don't look across a room and see yourself lying down on a bed and be leaning up against the heater every day. That's a very unique experience.

Maybe I'll try to talk about it as I felt when it happened.

Since my (leaving it blank) came and shouted that name to me --- this has been on my mind almost daily. I probably would have been okay with it if I hadn't found the pretty unusual name in the property records here.

Really has me stewing.

Oh, I almost forgot ---


Take these memories
That are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds
By his own pair of scissors

Because days! Come and go!
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever


These are the lyrics that get me. To me, they define the highest meaning of patience.

Patience is NOT a virtue. It is concentrated strength.
I understand patience.

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The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of.
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We know truth, not only by reason, but also by the heart.
Blaise Pascal

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No Excuses : Email any rep in the country. Go ahead. They have to answer you; it's what you pay them for. Compel them to uphold their oath to protect the Constitution of the United States of America.

The lie was dead
And damned, and truth stood up instead.
Robert Browning

ANOTHER BUSH LIE

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Also TEXT the word "TODAY" to 30644 to become part of the John Edwards campaign. Do it. He actually had rainbow bumper stickers. Kinda thoughtful.

I've saved some sunlight
if you should ever need
a place away from darkness
where your mind can feed.
from Rod McKuen's "I've Saved The Summer"

Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power.
We have guided missiles and misguided men.

Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929-1968)

Make today COUNT.
Go to to find the phone numbers of your Senators and Representative.

Bill Nelson 202 224 5274

Kathy Castor 202 225 3376 (UPDATED NUMBER)

Mel Martinez 202224 3041





Send a letter to the St.Pete Times
I don't care what you talk about but keep sending letters until they publish one. They're very selective with WHOM they publish because I see the same names over and over. Don't let a few people speak for ALL of us.

And call your congressman and talk to her of Inherent Contempt. Do it. And hug everyone you can reach.

North Jersey JUST DOIN it.

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Turn them ON. PlEaSe ! Help a country out here. Also, click the link to sign the petition. Takes three seconds.

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Brought to you LIVE from THE TAMPA NAIL HOUSE ... : Proud members of the drive-by media (just like Thomas Paine, father of America)

... located in the midtown desired redevelopment center just one block from the river.
The City of Tampa and it's assorted city-sanctioned gang members need this property because it's in the middle of land they intend to develop for gambling facilities.
LaS VEgas here in Tampa : Ta-Vegas or Tam-Gas.
But it's going to cost YOU a helluva lot of money as they defend their criminal acts in federal court due to what they are doing to my family and I in
the process of attempting to steal our home.

Terrorist,"Cause" and Gang Stalking Perpetrated by Tampa Firemen and other Firemen -- revealed and written about.

Some more threats from Tampa firemen (we'll just drive by your burning house if we know who you are) no kidding? I would NEVER have guessed that !
Stop Organized Stalking
More mention of Firefighter and Police participation in gang-stalking

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What the County HAS the Money for

I've been upset by the senseless death of Ron Harrison. It's truly more than clockwork to me when I see ONLY DECENT guys shot down. What about these other guys? They'll live seemingly forever, stalking me all the while.



So, having said that -- (one of my friends recently related how that expression irritates him and then we laughed and made up all kindsa stuff around it and NOW I'm stuck on it --- bear with tme) --- I do not begrudge this public servant any public mourning, time and money spent and etc....



BUT, it begins to look (and probably even to his poor, grieving family, TOO) that they are using this poor man to promote their own self-interests. It's like when they kept dragging President Ford around the country for what?? A month after he died? It was obscene.


FIRST the Commissioners attempted to avoid te citizens by explaining how they needed to attend to the memorial of Ron Harrison. THEN, the memorial was just last evening which makes it even tougher to understand how that was the case oh mighty four recall commissioners AND --- the funeral is today. Which is sad. I just avoid things like that. And that's just how it is.





Any hooooo I have seldom seen a more vulgar display of excess in a 'broke' county or a sadder excuse for unveiling the rampant nationalism that this country is falling in to.








What if there had been an emergency at ANY time??? How much personnel did this require?? How many highly paid folks? HOW MANY county vehicles??

Ron Harrison, I have no doubt YOU are worth it.

I just think you were used like Gerald Ford.

How disgusting and typical of Hillsborough County Firemen. (NOT all of them)

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The heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of.
*
We know truth, not only by reason, but also by the heart.
Blaise Pascal

Here's the last 25 messages on the Impeach Cheney matter
No Excuses : Email any rep in the country. Go ahead. They have to answer you; it's what you pay them for. Compel them to uphold their oath to protect the Constitution of the United States of America.

The lie was dead
And damned, and truth stood up instead.
Robert Browning

ANOTHER BUSH LIE

TEXT IMPEACH TO 30644 TEXT IMPEACH TO 30644

Also TEXT the word "TODAY" to 30644 to become part of the John Edwards campaign. Do it. He actually had rainbow bumper stickers. Kinda thoughtful.

I've saved some sunlight
if you should ever need
a place away from darkness
where your mind can feed.
from Rod McKuen's "I've Saved The Summer"

Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power.
We have guided missiles and misguided men.

Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929-1968)

Make today COUNT.
Go to to find the phone numbers of your Senators and Representative.

Bill Nelson 202 224 5274

Kathy Castor 202 225 3376 (UPDATED NUMBER)

Mel Martinez 202224 3041










Send a letter to the St.Pete Times
I don't care what you talk about but keep sending letters until they publish one. They're very selective with WHOM they publish because I see the same names over and over. Don't let a few people speak for ALL of us.

And call your congressman and talk to her of Inherent Contempt. Do it. And hug everyone you can reach.

North Jersey JUST DOIN it.

Headlights to Impeach
Turn them ON. PlEaSe ! Help a country out here. Also, click the link to sign the petition. Takes three seconds.

Live Vote for Impeachment

Vote in the National Cheney Impeachment Poll
Click Here

Bush Business (two states moving to convene grand juries)
Email your Congressman
Court of Impeachment and War Crimes

Brought to you LIVE from THE TAMPA NAIL HOUSE ... : Proud members of the drive-by media (just like Thomas Paine, father of America)

... located in the midtown desired redevelopment center just one block from the river.
The City of Tampa and it's assorted city-sanctioned gang members need this property because it's in the middle of land they intend to develop for gambling facilities.
LaS VEgas here in Tampa : Ta-Vegas or Tam-Gas.
But it's going to cost YOU a helluva lot of money as they defend their criminal acts in federal court due to what they are doing to my family and I in
the process of attempting to steal our home.

Terrorist,"Cause" and Gang Stalking Perpetrated by Tampa Firemen and other Firemen -- revealed and written about.

Some more threats from Tampa firemen (we'll just drive by your burning house if we know who you are) no kidding? I would NEVER have guessed that !
Stop Organized Stalking
More mention of Firefighter and Police participation in gang-stalking
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This ARE a Few of my Favorite Things.

Yeah you read it right.

GO here and just cheer yourself up. I like it when he gets stuck. I know this is old but .... well, I know people who purposely bang his head around a lot so perhaps it's therapeutic. Use your pointer, gentle and not so genteel readers. LOL

Genius.

In an age when brilliance, oratory, artistic bent and charisma are being disrespected while no-talent, shove-em-in-your-face-til-you-puke junior Nazis dominate the Mainstream news --- you have to love the guy or gal who whomped this one together.

What a way to use your time.

lalalalallalalallalalalala

UPDATE:
Just found out there's a book out by Dan Robertson. Definitive Proof: The Secret Service Murder of John F. Kennedy.

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Here's the last 25 messages on the Impeach Cheney matter
No Excuses : Email any rep in the country. Go ahead. They have to answer you; it's what you pay them for. Compel them to uphold their oath to protect the Constitution of the United States of America.

The lie was dead
And damned, and truth stood up instead.
Robert Browning

ANOTHER BUSH LIE

TEXT IMPEACH TO 30644 TEXT IMPEACH TO 30644

Also TEXT the word "TODAY" to 30644 to become part of the John Edwards campaign. Do it. He actually had rainbow bumper stickers. Kinda thoughtful.

I've saved some sunlight
if you should ever need
a place away from darkness
where your mind can feed.
from Rod McKuen's "I've Saved The Summer"

Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power.
We have guided missiles and misguided men.

Martin Luther King, Jr. (1929-1968)

Make today COUNT.
Go to to find the phone numbers of your Senators and Representative.

Bill Nelson 202 224 5274

Kathy Castor 202 225 3376 (UPDATED NUMBER)

Mel Martinez 202224 3041







Send a letter to the St.Pete Times
I don't care what you talk about but keep sending letters until they publish one. They're very selective with WHOM they publish because I see the same names over and over. Don't let a few people speak for ALL of us.

And call your congressman and talk to her of Inherent Contempt. Do it. And hug everyone you can reach.

North Jersey JUST DOIN it.

Headlights to Impeach
Turn them ON. PlEaSe ! Help a country out here. Also, click the link to sign the petition. Takes three seconds.

Live Vote for Impeachment

Vote in the National Cheney Impeachment Poll
Click Here

Bush Business (two states moving to convene grand juries)
Email your Congressman
Court of Impeachment and War Crimes

Brought to you LIVE from THE TAMPA NAIL HOUSE ... : Proud members of the drive-by media (just like Thomas Paine, father of America)

... located in the midtown desired redevelopment center just one block from the river.
The City of Tampa and it's assorted city-sanctioned gang members need this property because it's in the middle of land they intend to develop for gambling facilities.
LaS VEgas here in Tampa : Ta-Vegas or Tam-Gas.
But it's going to cost YOU a helluva lot of money as they defend their criminal acts in federal court due to what they are doing to my family and I in
the process of attempting to steal our home.

Terrorist,"Cause" and Gang Stalking Perpetrated by Tampa Firemen and other Firemen -- revealed and written about.

Some more threats from Tampa firemen (we'll just drive by your burning house if we know who you are) no kidding? I would NEVER have guessed that !
Stop Organized Stalking
More mention of Firefighter and Police participation in gang-stalking
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Okay, tell me if this sounds mercenary. I'm leaving out names and identities for now, and even some words to protect those who frankly don't deserve protection but having never been a RAT (like some) I just don't feel good about spilling people's filthy sides of their lives onto the WWW...

However -- (you knew this was coming, right??) -- I'm willing to disclose same for a fee. In fact, I'm going to disclose some of this in a book which will definitely be for sale very soon but if you'd like to know if your name or some similar aspect that identifies your smarmy and illegal acts towards me and my family have been mentioned I'd be happy to negotiate a fee with you. For the record, save your pennies if I've known you longer than thirty years. Out of respect for you and your family I'll leave your names out. Out of respect for you and your family I have remained silent. Apparently this same respect was not inbred in you. That's a pity but you and yours are safe with me. The ones who took it upon themselves to do your bidding against an innocent family are wide open just like they've left MY family wide open. Herewith I refer to my extended family and network many of whom are currently suffering at your hands. Be on notice.

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In my living room watching;
but I am not laughing ....

..... risk something, take back what's yours
say something that you know they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before ....
...
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day

In their living room laughing like,

"what did he say?"



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Patience is NOT a virtue.

It is concentrated strength.
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