Virginia Tech Tragedy and ....

This kind of stuff is very hard for me, personally. Sorry. I have to kind of stand back from it until I can make the attempt to assimilate it because someone I love WAY MORE THAN ME died and was murdered as a result of a gunshot. If I'm not careful the visuals and the repeated news coverage will make life harder than it needs to be ... I've learned from past experience to leave alone the part that horrifies me and to do what I am capable of ....

For me, what it comes down to is always the people.

And when I start to read about them and think about their families --- I know what it finally comes down to. And down to. And down to. All of our outrage still leaves these families alone and all the trials in the world change nothing. And, these families don't even get that.

For some, this is the beginning and they don't even know it yet. The knowing is coming.

So, when I don't talk about this it's not due to cold natured ignorance of the facts and the horrendous event -- it's because I know too much.

Some people believe that when you pray that the souls in Heaven (or wherever/whatever you want to call it) see the prayers come up through the skies as tiny tendrils of golden lit wisps of beauty.

Not so easy for the families left behind.

The knowing is coming for them. The struggle remains.

It would be nice to keep remembering them in the future in a good, kind, loving way. That you care HELPS. The world moves forward and they are stuck. On this day, forever. So, remembering them and their loved one helps them the most.

That's the part I'm good at.

Thanks to others among you who carry the upfront part so well.

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Why don't the Masons Tampa Firemen and TPD have anything else to do??

They have finally 'organized' into working on following me around and such in shifts.

The Tampa Firemen get the morning shift. I spend the day researching and studying, having fun or working ... (during which time assorted freaks make their rotating appearances .... you should see and you will what crawls out from beneath the rocks here in Tampa) ..... but when I do the transport thing in the afternoon the Masons take their turn. Zooming around and shooting the fiery darts of the devil mean looks my way. Should I even acknowledge them? Perhaps. They need the recognition in order to achieve the next rung on the ladder. I would never begrudge a man that. LOL !

In the evening on the way home ... the TPD takes their shift. Pulling over people to the left and right of me on a route home where you NEVER SEE a cop. (nope, never in three or four years, just these times when I document their biker boy stalking me --- oh perhaps it's true that the three times this has happened have coincided with a HUGE CRIME WAVE on this winding river road LOL !!!!!!) Once one pulled one over in the opposite lane and then left his door WAY WIDE open in my path to be sure I would know that HE WAS IN CHARGE. Yeah pictures and videos but this is from the last time.

All this lately because their little guy follows ME around. And, as I said --- no malice but --- I need documentation so I'm going to have it.

Oh, and they have their kid beating up my kid at his club. (again, same as last time)

How manly.

Taking that right to your door, as well. Idiot. Do you have any idea how bad that is for a child??? YES, you DO. You don't GIVE A FUCK. You do not care WHO you fuck up to try to get to me. You've tried everything (every sick thing under the sun) but some manly communication. And, where in all of that can I dredge up enough respect for you to acknowledge you? Never mind talk to you !! Oh, I'm not talking about MY son. I'm talking about that poor little boy you send out to make your manly attacks.... He still has a soul and a chance. Cut him loose from your sickness you complete assholes.

Can you still spell RICO???

The threats ....???? Whenever you feel froggy --- just leap.
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Oh and looking back I guess what they are most angry about is that I am talking about the way they control voting in the Tampa Bay area. Stumbled on a big one, I did.
They also seem to have a pretty good grip on law enforcement. A LOT of people these days are NOT whom they purport themselves to be. Looking left but bleeding right. Speaking of which: had a long discussion last evening with a friend who ASSUMED that Pam Iorio was a REPUBLICAN. Nope. Purports to be a Democrat. However, her legislation screeches REPUBLICAN. Look around. Is Tampa a Democratic-ly run city? Looked around Harbor side or the Port bldg lately? hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I laughed awhile because I plan a little talk around that.

Meantime, people should know that the masons, fireboys and TPD are ramping up around me in a threatening nature because I am talking of researching their ties to voting fixes here and nationally.


I have all the videotape from the last time and the documentation from the time before. THIS time I have plenty of both.

Wonder how many people they have shut up in this fashion??

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The chances of negotiating with me grow EVER EVER EVER slimmer. Again, for the cheap seats, I state: You are some untrustworthy and scurvy bastards ... (and I love most of you, of course) ... but you are out of your minds ... I give you advice on how to approach me (and WHO is an expert on ME but ME???) and you continue this completely redundant and useless approach of threats, intimidation and stalking ....
and you actually expect me to hand over the aces and life go on like THIS??
Are you COMPLETELY MAD?? (don't answer that)

Because I'm well aware that there is no guarantee of peace. And, also your message is mixed. Look for a house here. (suggestive stranger therapy) Then you fuck with my car while it's there. What kind of stupid shit is that? Wouldn't it be smarter to let me go find a nice place to live, get all settled and happy and THEN fuck with my car and child in a continuing life-long nightmare?? ROFLMFAO!!! I just don't get you people and I think you need some new blood. I can't get down to your level.

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I guess you know I'm aching for a nice venue to broadcast for public record exactly what has transpired .....

Because it all goes back to ONE THING: IWIFFML.
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And you know it.
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Suggested behavior: Leave my son out of it. and act like men for a change. OR carry on as usual and see what that gets you.

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And, if you don't like your picture taken, stay away from me. No one made you stalk me around. Actually they DID.

HOW DOES IT FEEL to do WHAT YOU ARE TOLD ALL DAY LONG???????????????????

And calling yourselves FREE (masons) How IRONIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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