In fear for your life ......... living it

Have you ever been threatened? You know that few seconds before your life-training and higher instincts take over? Like if someone were to threaten your child or your safety?? You may not realize it is both physical and psychological -- fight or flight.
I studied it quite a bit in Nursing and then as it related to my own life. I'm well-versed in observation. I can be living through something and at the same time be standing off to the side completely uninvolved. It's very cool but sometimes makes people angry because I am not as emotionally involved as they and/or I can walk away and seemingly shrug off tons of stuff while I absorb and assimilate which in some cases can take YEARS. Some I'm still working on. If you're not --- well, you ARE and if you acknowlede that -- the tapestry of your life takes on a new strength. Going forward and not facing things or assimilating and claiming them --- the purpose of the event will never be utilized.
I often chastise my friend for bailing out his sister every stupid financial thing she does. "oh but she'll lose her car, or she needs that pool or .... my mom asked me to". This creates a weak person. When something happens in her life and no one is there to bail her out --- and then there are her children --- learning the same things. I bail out people too --- just think that sometimes NO is necessary and then the life lessons get their place in the range. I wouldn't let his sister lose her car, either. Funny thing is she and her husband now have TWO NEW ONES while my friend has the same old one he had when I met him again.

So --- having been in fear for the young people in my family at one point I took steps to protect them. Nice thing: I was in fear for my life is enough defense for a law enforcement officer to MURDER someone. (and sometimes it IS self-defense and sometimes it IS a mentally deficit individual shot in the back) Better thing: Mother's instinct to protect: Don't even try to trifle with that one. If a mother is in fear for the life of her child .... not only will the story be part of any defense but what led up to this extremely unfortunate series of events put into play by some of the PTB here locally and elsewhere --- well --- there you have it. Would sure save a lot of time, trauma and effort AND PAPER to be able to reveal all that as evidence and subpoena witnesses far and wide to prove that I was in fear for my life.
People from Jax would have to make the trip, several in Tallahassee, lo the MANY in DT Tampa .... there would be at least 500 witnesses (hostile and otherwise) who participated in forcing me to take steps to protect my family. It would be a high-school REUNION.

Then they found other ways ---- which I won't detail here because frankly most of them cause me to offer up prayer for the ,,,,, poor bastards. Because when I look at people I don't see the hardened things they've become. I see the small, hurt people inside of them. And man, it makes me cry some days. When people see me crying it's sooooo not what people take it for. What hurts my eyes is what you were and then what you've become .... THAT is sad.

BUT, it is one of my largest fantasies (besides being sued) to have to prove why I was in fear for my life. So, again --------- KNOCK YOUR FOOL SELF OUT.

And Michellel and ricky and uncle mike ---- hello out there in walmart land.

I'm sorry for whatever happened to you to cause your throat to be slit and for you to treat other humans as you do. Tell the truth, I did not get a bad vibe off of you. I got a FEAR vibe. Why carry that?

It's not yours. Set it down.

And let them do their own thieving, dirty work.

Break it out --- let's go. I've been waiting for so long. And at the end --- there's still THIS.

Words.

Please sue me and make me prove what I'm saying. Please come and have a look and make me tell the tale.

I'd so prefer it to be forced out of me, yknow? I'm not a natural born rat ---




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