My own Mother's and Father's Day
There are times I am so grateful for the family I was given, many of whom were murdered by some who weren't as fortunate as I was .... ----- sometimes my gratitude doesn't really overlap with the days it's 'supposed to.' The societally recognized days.
It's a handy trait in a way although some probably view it as living 'compartmentally'. I prefer to think of it as 'blind luck' that God gave me because it was one of those tools I would need too frequently ... for many reasons. I do almost run on auto-pilot. There are times I consciously live DIRECTLY in the moment but those are strictly related to the people I genuinely care for. It's a huge effort for me to 'be present' because I really, truly am a dreamer.
My Mama always knew. I was the easiest, hardest child to raise. Without my Father, who was murdered before I really got going, without quite realizing it I turned to my Grandfather and uncles or inward. Not to my Mom. I could see she had her hands full and Iwas naturally quiet, anyway. Shy. Still both.
You have to push a person like myself pretty far to drip even one moment of closely guarded privacy out into another's ear, never mind the WWW. But, these aren't really MY secrets I speak of ... not even really secrets. Everone knows this stuff. No one minds as long as it is not directed towards them. There's a reason for that.
Anyway ... I went to private schools. Didn't really want to. Was the only argument I had with my Mom .... NOT GOING THERE NEXT YEAR. NOT GOING BACK. LOL. Sure and there I was sitting in the same fucking desk the next day. By hook or by crook.
You'd look at these people ... I actually liked school. I like learning stuff, it gave me access to things that you didn't get out in 'the country' and that's where we lived at the time. (first house that the ummmmm fire ummm fighters burnt down and then subsequently stole my mother's awesome antique car collection.
My Mom always knew what mattered.
The people? They were pretty cool. I kinda more observed and wandered through it all, sometimes more ummmmm upright than others. I worked after school and had an older significant other and a few people I genuinely liked and you know ... in my mind I was never there because it never really mattered other than that's what my Mom and Grandpa wanted me to do.
But sometimes you'd look at these people and their bright smiles and you'd know the little things that were missing in your own life and just for a TEENY TINY second you'd wonder ... wow, she looks nice and happy. Wonder what it's like to go home with a handsome brother to a nice family where they're all alive and a future laid before them. Not even really thought that hard about it. But a few people in particular I remember thinking .... wow, lucky girl or lucky guy.
My Mom always knew.
Today .. yknow --- it's one of those days that was driven home to me WAY DEEP how goddamn lucky I am to be who I am, born to the family I had and walking into a home as full of love as a heart can make it.
I'm sorry you had it different.
Your brother is a MONSTER. I hope you didn't know it at the time and had that pretty smile plastered on for all the world ... I'm glad I only wondered for a second because honest.
Better you than me.
My family have never shamed me with their avarice and murdering.
I can take pride in that no matter what ever happens.
I hope if you and he had children that they aren't being raised as greedy, monstrous beings.
Feeling lucky.
Hope you didn't follow the same path as he did. I always thought you were so pretty and nice.
Wow.
Happy Mother's Day, Mom.
Happy Father's Day, Gramp.
You were right.
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